don't blame me for all the years that you were asleep
I fear the electricity
And the water scares me even more
Cause drowning is twice as scary
As this fire I'm already burning in.
Suffocation cannot begin to explain
How far your name is to me in vain.
I loved you even more.
I loved you even more.
Everyday it speaks it's presence.
There's a ghost in my walls that whispers.
Like God had came to stay
I loved you even more.
When I saw your face again.
Two different places
Six different faces,
I can watch this over again.
This is what happens
When we can't just be friends.
I'm not asking for the impossible
You stole my soul and I just can't find
The power inside me to face you with glazed eyes.
Get in get, get out.
A flicker in time can't be a memory.
What am I to be
Fascinated with your everything
I want you to be
Here with me.
So take your coat,
So I can't sleep inside it anymore.
(To keep me extra warm
On the nights when the broken window let in the cold
And the nights when your smell escalated the high.
I loved you even more.)
I just can't believe to let go of how I feel
I don't have the faith or the guts to leave you.
I'm your crazy bitch
I'm your crazy bitch
I'm your crazy bitch.
(Control and sodomize me, baby.
You were always good at it.)
Tell them you don't love me.
Tell them. TELL THEM.
Tell me.
Tell me.
Tell me.
So I can really believe you.
But I just love you even more.
I just love you even more.
You hide.
I hide.
I'm hiding.
Twelve Fourteen.
You know what that means?
I AM TWELVE YOU FUCKTARD.
Just like Pirate is only from where I decended from,
Fourteen is only the dominting numerical.
You want twelve. She is here.
Waiting for you.
Waiting for you
To make her feel better
the way only you can.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: how do you tell that one person
You: that you will lawyas love them
You: and they should remmeber that whn posting bullcrap like
You: someone has to
You: even if they don't want to hear it
Stranger: i wanna fuck you on cyber
You: i have a hot house
Stranger: i have a hot cock
You: shove it in my vagina
You: deeper
Stranger: ok
You: deeper
You: that's not deep enough
Stranger: show me your vagina
You: god you have a small penis
You have disconnected.
I'm a mess, thinking about you.
Can we just curl up together and sail off?
Can you ignore life and hide with me?
Am I that appauling?
Am I not as pretty to you?
Am I dead?
I look dead.
I looked in the mirror today.
I looked like something was wrong
like my heart stopped beating.
like my heart's not beating.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hello
You: can you see me?
Stranger: nope
You: fuck
You: I really am dead.
You have disconnected.
Delila Farr's question:
So, the idea here is that we are all unsure of what is going to happen and you're covering your bases.?
Crystal Ball's answer:
A definite yes!
18/11/09
Your coat and splatters on the wall
The perfume of pheremones tickling
My every sense comes overwhelmed
I'm reaching for the past
You're at the beginning
But will you be at the end?
I am not worthy
I am not worthy
But I'm no less than divine
A spider spinning his web
I'm just a fly on the wall
My exoskeleton still sticking in your structure
My shell still in lingers in your grasp
Is this love?
The insanity obession
Something to occupy my mind
A living graveyard
With a fence too tall to climb
I raise the dead
I'm the necromancer you strive to be
I've got a secret so hollow
Like the cheekbones in your face
Empty eyes
I'm done crying
Empty words
I'm through with trying
Bittersweet words on torn paper flying in the air
You'll come back some day
Full cycle like the blood in my veins
You're carried far away from this beating heart
When you reach it you're born anew
I've got a secret
It's so broken, it's empty
It's filling up with all the things
That I could never say
Like the blood from the heart, you'll float away
Empty eyes
I'm done crying
Empty voice
I can't keep lying
I can still smell you
On the cloths you left behind
I press them to a tear stained face
Standing tall
I'll keep swearing I can't feel the pain
I won't keep crying
I won't keep crying
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
I am seven.
If you're ready,
Let me know.
We'll pack our bags,
And we can go.
We'll travel on,
run and hide.
Not think about
All that died.
Come with me,
We'll see where this ends.
Leave behind a burning city
And thought forgotten friends.
of course I do.
let it flow
get it out
I can't live in this world
not any longer
it has to change, or I will have to change
and how change will come about
no one really knows
you're singing about forever.
I know
I know.
nirvana.
high plateau of intensity
I love you.
Who am I saying this to?
Never again can I mean it.
When I know you can't understand what really lies beneath this shell.
And I'll tell you
It's crazy.
And it can't imagine that her reality is wrong somehow.
I'm drinking alone and I haven't got a cigarette for the life of me. Pot is avilable, but. Cigarettes. Those are what I crave.
Did I mention it's my birthday?
I don't even believe it, okay.
I really truly don't.
truly looks funny
I love you and I always will.
I want to break, so I break the words and fall away.
But why cannot..
...Evan.
Returing search results, sir.
We've got a location on the kid.
Good.
Looks like...
..it's time to make Mr. Hanson a busy man.
ou k
I call upon thy name.
Hear me, for I am afraid you do not want me anymore.
And I need you to say it between my ears.
You can look at me like that for so long, how.
I just want to know
I JUST WANT TO KNOW
If what the things I seee in my dreams are real,
or if I'm going to die confused.
I love you.
Just you.
But you do grow to hating me.
And we are in a cycle,
So how can we begin to agree
Upon what I mean to you.
And where you stand me
Upon reason, upon fate.
Upon how I'm allowed to be with you in this world.
And if it's just that I just don't click.
I'm sorry baby,
I'm not quite chique.
Je suis seulement quelquechose brillant dedans.
J'empart que je ne suis pas votre belle.
Que j'nest pas quoi que tu pentre bonnair.
Love you.
I love you.
I love only you.
But if it means moving on I have to forget.
Because I think about you all the time.
You are my Ghost.
You are my leech of life,
You are my vampire,
and only you can bring it back.
I don't know what I want or what I need, how how I can manage them all,
But I love you.
I can't keep affording to leak this to a copier,
Can you stop playing games, fuck me until the sun comes up for 5 or 6 nights, and help some more around?
Oh wait.
Shit.
Nevermind, I don't think it will work
Unless we're both on the run,
Cause we ain't doing resourceful shit just sitting in Guelph,
And we have no need for things there.
So be my end of the world buddy, won't you?
it's always breaking in half
