don't blame me for all the years that you were asleep
I fear the electricity
And the water scares me even more
Cause drowning is twice as scary
As this fire I'm already burning in.
Suffocation cannot begin to explain
How far your name is to me in vain.
I loved you even more.
I loved you even more.
Everyday it speaks it's presence.
There's a ghost in my walls that whispers.
Like God had came to stay
I loved you even more.
When I saw your face again.
Two different places
Six different faces,
I can watch this over again.
This is what happens
When we can't just be friends.
I'm not asking for the impossible
You stole my soul and I just can't find
The power inside me to face you with glazed eyes.
Get in get, get out.
A flicker in time can't be a memory.
What am I to be
Fascinated with your everything
I want you to be
Here with me.
So take your coat,
So I can't sleep inside it anymore.
(To keep me extra warm
On the nights when the broken window let in the cold
And the nights when your smell escalated the high.
I loved you even more.)
I just can't believe to let go of how I feel
I don't have the faith or the guts to leave you.
I'm your crazy bitch
I'm your crazy bitch
I'm your crazy bitch.
(Control and sodomize me, baby.
You were always good at it.)
Tell them you don't love me.
Tell them. TELL THEM.
Tell me.
Tell me.
Tell me.
So I can really believe you.
But I just love you even more.
I just love you even more.
You hide.
I hide.
I'm hiding.
Twelve Fourteen.
You know what that means?
I AM TWELVE YOU FUCKTARD.
Just like Pirate is only from where I decended from,
Fourteen is only the dominting numerical.
You want twelve. She is here.
Waiting for you.
Waiting for you
To make her feel better
the way only you can.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: how do you tell that one person
You: that you will lawyas love them
You: and they should remmeber that whn posting bullcrap like
You: someone has to
You: even if they don't want to hear it
Stranger: i wanna fuck you on cyber
You: i have a hot house
Stranger: i have a hot cock
You: shove it in my vagina
You: deeper
Stranger: ok
You: deeper
You: that's not deep enough
Stranger: show me your vagina
You: god you have a small penis
You have disconnected.
I'm a mess, thinking about you.
Can we just curl up together and sail off?
Can you ignore life and hide with me?
Am I that appauling?
Am I not as pretty to you?
Am I dead?
I look dead.
I looked in the mirror today.
I looked like something was wrong
like my heart stopped beating.
like my heart's not beating.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hello
You: can you see me?
Stranger: nope
You: fuck
You: I really am dead.
You have disconnected.
it's always breaking in half
